I used to think I was bad at facing failure, but May was awesome and yet I have been avoiding looking at it. So much so that this – or pretty much any – post in June is 21 days late. I am not sure I even remember May at this point. Other than it was, in many aspects, too much for me even if I did prioritize off time quite a lot. 
But I am bloody writing this today, even it the set of bulletin points seems waaay less fun than the previous two or three. 
In May I:
- wrote about 1000 words of fiction
 - wrote some mermaid flash
 - took part in 2 orienteering races (and was not last in both of them! YAAAY!)
 - had a bout of clothes buying online and managed to order 17 items without ordering a single one in the wrong size
 - had a bout of serious anxiety about above, as was wondering what the universe was making up for exactly with that
 - had a whirlwind SFeraKon, with panels and talks
 - bought a pair of grown up, serious shoes
 - had a childhood friend visit and stay for a couple of days, saw people I had not seen in years and just hung out
 - got a workshop gig I will looove doing
 - watched the 4th season of Lucifer and cried for a solid day
 - watched iZombie and fell in love with Rob Thomas’ writing all over again
 - re-read more of Charlie Stross Aliette de Boddard, but was in no mood for new fiction
 - re-listened to some of old audiobooks
 - could not bring myself to write reviews
 - had a whole, stressful kid thing
 - spent an average of 5 minutes per day on Instagram (hooray for hiring people!)
 - cleaned a lot, a lot! but mostly the balcony
 - managed to do very little swimming
 - went to the Zoo two times
 - walked in the rain, a lot and loved it, a lot (May was not hot!)
 - did so much homework I want to barf
 - missed Zagreb Coffee Break!
 - went to a work related barbecue and had a lot of fun
 - attended a teambuilding thing that involved running, hugging, charades and a mountain, and had a blast
 - celebrated Dad’s 87 birthday
 - finalized everything for this summer’s Worldcon & Eurocon trip to Ireland
 - saw PICKACHU DETECTIVE with husband and son
 - wrote and published 6 posts on Rantalica, most fannish stuff, and a lot of it about SFeraKon
 - and on the last day of May discovered a new thing about myself that surprised me
 
And then June came waaaaay too soon. And will end the same way. Summer is here.